TRAVEL 8 : AcTUaLLy

     Actually.. there's many actually we want to explain. Either we understand it or not, we still have something to say as a reason of our action. 26th of May 2011... my last paper for my final semester's exam finished at 11.00pm. Im not sure what the feeling was, but im truly hate it because its sad and hurt. I missed someone that hug me tightly before i drove to exam's hall..

TRAVEL 7 : A LOnG cOME BacK

        Id might been missing for several month. And the several month was filled  with so many moments that i wished to remember and forgot at the same time. What is your feeling when you need someone by your side, but they constantly leaving you and you noticed it. Its pathetic. But if you are optimistic, nothing can stop you to move on, and catch the future that really need you. you can be what you want to be are the  common sentence that we heard to become spiritual in life. But in reality, to become what we want to be is something hard to achieve. The travelling going to be so far and many obstacles that we have to face. Honestly, thats not what i want to tell the story of my travelling at my first come back after missing several months. I want to be realized that id grown.. and i can handle whatever situation i had. Since the current month is May, theres so many celebrating days happen for this month. Mother's day, Worker's day and also Teacher's day. Compared all the days of this month, ill never forget to mention that this month is exam's month. As a final student.. i have to realize that i need to be more proactive and excellent since i gonna left the university soon and welcome to internship world. I did noticed that many friends of mine keep on asking me, 'Did you sad that you have to leave UUM soon?". I sighed deeply. i have no bestfriend here. Usually, when i entered a new educational institution, ill find a bestfriend to talk, to hug, to cry and to lough together. I truly sad, that i cant found one in this big university. I do have a lots of friend, but they cant be my bestfriend. They just cant. I hate when people call me emotionless. I do have emotions, but i controlled it because they are not knowing me.

Im sorry. . More sighed....