TRAVEL 8 : AcTUaLLy

     Actually.. there's many actually we want to explain. Either we understand it or not, we still have something to say as a reason of our action. 26th of May 2011... my last paper for my final semester's exam finished at 11.00pm. Im not sure what the feeling was, but im truly hate it because its sad and hurt. I missed someone that hug me tightly before i drove to exam's hall..

TRAVEL 7 : A LOnG cOME BacK

        Id might been missing for several month. And the several month was filled  with so many moments that i wished to remember and forgot at the same time. What is your feeling when you need someone by your side, but they constantly leaving you and you noticed it. Its pathetic. But if you are optimistic, nothing can stop you to move on, and catch the future that really need you. you can be what you want to be are the  common sentence that we heard to become spiritual in life. But in reality, to become what we want to be is something hard to achieve. The travelling going to be so far and many obstacles that we have to face. Honestly, thats not what i want to tell the story of my travelling at my first come back after missing several months. I want to be realized that id grown.. and i can handle whatever situation i had. Since the current month is May, theres so many celebrating days happen for this month. Mother's day, Worker's day and also Teacher's day. Compared all the days of this month, ill never forget to mention that this month is exam's month. As a final student.. i have to realize that i need to be more proactive and excellent since i gonna left the university soon and welcome to internship world. I did noticed that many friends of mine keep on asking me, 'Did you sad that you have to leave UUM soon?". I sighed deeply. i have no bestfriend here. Usually, when i entered a new educational institution, ill find a bestfriend to talk, to hug, to cry and to lough together. I truly sad, that i cant found one in this big university. I do have a lots of friend, but they cant be my bestfriend. They just cant. I hate when people call me emotionless. I do have emotions, but i controlled it because they are not knowing me.

Im sorry. . More sighed....

TRAVEL 6 : WaiTing AmbitioUSLy

There's s o many panic stories... There's so many unforgettable memories.. There's so many dissatisfaction to complains.. but all of them answered with ALHAMDULILLAH.. Syukur. 
        

             

TRAVEL 5 : ThE SmILE..

       The first time I started to stay at hostel was since 2002 which I was in form 1. Id been offered to the boarding school and volunteered to accept it. After that, i spend most of my time as a hostel student until now. My life was colored with wonderful moments and joys, happiness and sadness, childish and matured life...
  

Today,  I sent my little bro to the hostel and look around the environment. Although its differ from mine, but the sounds of laughter, the smell of fresh clothes and the starring eyes to the visitors were almost same with my memories..

~I WISH BEST OF LUCK TO MUHAMAD FARIS FAUZI~

              

TRAVEL 4 : WAiTiNG FoR a ReSuLT

When you have to wait, then u'll hate it. I was waiting for my final semester 5 result for all night. I'd tried to open my uum portal for thousand times but it failed. I mad, insane, and obviously became my nightmare. Everything came out of my mind, 1. Am i gonna failed any subjects and must repeat? 2. How good am I during the exams? 3. Are my lecturers mark my papers carefully? I wish all questions are answered well at that time. But that night seem too long and getting late. so, i gave up and shut down my laptop, and slept with strong heart deep. I whispered, " its okay fatin, you still have tomorrow.." 


          Today and right now, id manage to get into my portal and everything is going smoothly like I wish. My result really satisfying me and ALHAMDULILLAH.. thanx to Allah for everything He give me. Although I was so far from Him, yet to me He was always so close.....
I love you Allah.. and I miss you Allah..